Jai Jai Jai Shri Mataji

Maybe.  Will just plan and see what Divine has in store for me. This reminded me of my first journey alone to India.  To this day, I am still amazed at the courage that I have gathered at that time. With no Hindi and yet arrived at Mumbai midnight.  My parents didn't know I went alone.  I didn't tell them even until now.  Vashi hospital has arranged a taxi for me.  But I have no idea who was the driver.   Mumbai airport was ever so busy.  So many people.  In my mind, I was asking myself, how would the driver recognise me and vice versa?  Never mind.  Just leave it to the Divine arrangement. I have forgotten my badge and only have my tiny little pendant of Shri Mataji.  I was starting to feel nervous and yet being in India makes you calm immediately. Suddenly an old man with long white beard, dressed all in white but crumpled and dirty clothes and with a turban came to me.  He was holding Shri Mataji's photo.  Phew.  I still didn't know how he has spot

A simple gesture of tying a rakhi string can mend relationships.  Enough said.

Disclaimer: This is merely my personal opinion and have no intention to hurt or critize anyone. I have finally understood the very subtle meaning of collectivity.  Thank You for opening my ears and eyes.  Thank You for telling me to be patient and witness the drama and maya surrounding me.  It was only through this detachment, I was able to understand fully. I can see that many people has misunderstood the word "Collective".  I can also understand, that despite the many speeches and talks throughout the years, if one take it literally, one may not be able to grasp the full message.  Because the messages are very subtle. As much as I want to tell the rest of the world, what I feel and what I know, I guess it's best that they find it out themselves.  Sometimes talking too much doesn't help anybody, something that I have experienced in the past.  Also, it doesn't help my ego. When someone told me off for missing few collectives, I began to wonder.  D

One of my favourite bhajans!

Day in, day out, we are always faced with so many challenges in life.  And many people are increasingly unhappy and irritated with life and whatever that is thrown to them. Take me as an example.  The weekend started off with positive vibes.  Attended Shri Ganesha Puja at the centre and felt joyful.  Amazingly, Shri Ganesha's quality, which is purity and innocence can be felt throughout the puja.  Though there were people complaining about our new bhajan group location, I was happy about it.  In fact, I felt very comfortable sitting there compared to the previous place.  The vibrations of the puja were there right from the beginning, even before puja started. As usual, the organisers tried to outdo the previous organisers by being unique by having new procedures.  I could feel myself reacting and asking why was that needed when Shri Mataji was already there, but I stopped my thoughts there and then.  I told myself, enough.  Just enjoy the puja without these reactions.  I truly

We had a beautiful Shri Ganesha Puja on Saturday and then yesterday, a Sahaj sister taught us to make little Shri Ganesha from clay.  What a beautiful experience it was. We used terracota clay to make.  Our attention throughout this process were so good and the vibrations around us were so amazing. And then together at a yogi's house, we watched the weddings live from Cabella.  It was midnight here, but daytime there.  So much of vibrations.   I was remisnicing my experience then .  We felt so joyful just watching the smiling faces of the brides and grooms.  So much in bliss. We were truly drenched with vibrations and didn't want to leave although it was already 2am.  So much so, today I wanted to write about the whole Sahaj wedding ceremony.  But I realised that it could be too sensitive for the public.  So, it's in my draft now.  Maybe I will create a private blog to post this up.  Maybe not. We love Sahaja Yogis company.  So much of joyful, so spontaneous