Jai Jai Jai Shri Mataji

And I am not sure whether it started because yesterday night I had a good meditation.   1. My subordinate is on leave.  Everytime that happens, I have to takeover her job.  Although I am quite OK with that, but I am not familiar with the preparing cheques procedure.  So I was worried if anyone call to tell me urgent cheques.  Someone eventually call this morning to inform me that there is one cheque that is needed urgently.  I started worrying.  Suddenly, I found out that the CFO is on leave, so nobody to sign any cheques, so I got a break. 2. I wanted to look for 2 person to pass some documents to them for their signature.  I want to get this out of my mind.  I don't know whether they are around, so I went to the toilet.  Just as I was coming out from the toilet, I bump into them.  Twice it happens.  What luck! 3. A document came back.  I am not sure what I should do with it.  So I wanted to send an SMS to my subordinate to ask her.  Before I could do that, she sent me

Lately, I don't know what to write in my blog.  So many things are happening, but nothing I can write. Anyway, I would like to write about the cafeteria that I go everyday, from Monday to Friday, from 1pm to 2pm. I worked in a University College.  Everyday at lunch hour, I will go to the cafeteria for lunch with 2 of my colleagues.  There are nearby shops outside the campus, but because one of my colleagues is having walking difficulty, so we will just eat at the cafeteria, which is below my office. In this cafeteria, there are a lot of stories going on.  Comedy, action packed, family orientated, tragedy but most of the time is just selfish stories.  Stories about themselves.  Others are invisible to them.  I am talking about students.  One can see many nationality in the cafeteria.  Iranians, Chinese, Koreans, Mongolians, Kazakhstan, Pakistani, Indians, Arabs, etc, etc.  One can see someone crying over a breakup with the boyfriend, someone standing up and screamin

In the same way vibrations... vibrations are coming, they are radiated. What you have to do is to expose yourself to it, the best is not to put in any effort, don't worry at what point you have a problem.  Say many people during meditation I have seen, if they catch somewhere they go on looking after it, you just don't have to worry, you just let it go... and it will work by itself.   So you don't have to put in any effort, this is what meditation is.  Meditation means exposing yourself to God's Grace.  Now the grace itself knows how to cure you... it knows how to mend you... how to settle down itself into your own being... keep your Sprit kindled.. it knows everything.  So you don't have to worry as to what you have to do, or what name you have to take... what mantra you have to do.  In meditation, you have to be absolutely effortless, expose yourself fully... and you have to be absolutely thoughtless at that time.   Supposing... possibility,

To all readers, wish all of you a very Happy Diwali.  May this Diwali light up every aspect of our live and be happy always. It's a bit late to wish.  This Diwali was not nice and fun for me.  I went to Johor to attend my uncle's funeral on Diwali day, went to Melaka after that to break our journey and stayed the night and next day had our bags stolen by an organised crime group and now I am back home safe and sound.  First time I travel with bags and came back empty handed.  Thank God my handbag was with me the whole time. Didn't lose anything that was expensive but certain things has sentimental value.  Like the collapsible footsoak bucket that I asked someone from Hong Kong to buy for me, Shri Mataji's photo and Lotus Feet (portable to be used for travelling) given to me by a Chinese sister and a storybook bought from India.  Gone.   At first I was feeling very upset because of the loss.  Then a Sahaja Yogi told me that maybe it's meant to happened. 

Another 1 day and it's the Festival of Lights.  But I am really not in the mood.  My uncle is just off life support and now waiting for time.  It reminded me when we made the decision to put my dog to sleep.  Although we can never compare the life of a human and a dog, but the decision to end someone's life is really the most difficult decision that one has to make.  We decided to end Kancil's life after I checked vibrations.  But being a human still, sometimes I feel guilty about it.   It's another day of life and death.  Sad.